As a full time student, I can say without a doubt that life can be absolutely hectic sometimes. Between homework, papers, tests, trying to comprehend what the heck that concept means, babysitting, spending time with family and friends, and all the other things that is asking for my attention, it’s hard to feel like I have any peace or any time to just breathe.
This past weekend, Genelle and I babysat overnight. Sunday morning, after making breakfast and cleaning the kitchen, I sat down to read my Bible and to journal. The kids were actually being decently quiet for the most part – which I appreciated – and I decided that after I read in Matthew to go ahead and read a Psalm as well. After reading it, I knew God had me read extra that morning for a reason.
Psalm 46 begins with saying, “God is our shelter and our strength. When troubles seem near, God is nearer, and He’s ready to help. So why run and hide? No fear, no pacing, no biting fingernails. When the earth spins out of control, we are sure and fearless. When mountains crumble and the waters run wild, we are sure and fearless. Even in heavy winds and huge waves, or as mountains shake, we are sure and fearless.” (verses 1-3).
As I read that, I thought of all the times recently that I’ve just been so stressed out that I felt like I was losing my mind. School has been overwhelming, I babysat 5 out of 7 days last week, and I just felt like I had no time to just recharge. Then I asked myself how many times during these past weeks when I felt overwhelmed have I ran to God? The answer is not very often. When I’ve been overwhelmed or upset, I’ve just wallowed in my feelings rather than taking them to God. 1 Peter 5:7 says, “Since God cares for you, let Him carry all your burdens and worries.” God doesn’t expect or want us to feel like we have the weight of the world on our shoulders. Philippians 4: 6-7 says, “Don’t be anxious about things; instead, pray. Pray about everything. He longs to hear your requests, so talk to God about your needs and be thankful for what has come. And know that the peace of God (a peace that is beyond any and all of our human understanding) will stand watch over your hearts and minds in Jesus, the Anointed One.”
I know these Scriptures, I know them well, but I haven’t let them resonate in my soul, they’ve stayed in my head, and that’s the problem. The Word of God does us no good if we don’t let it pierce our souls and change us.
Back to Psalm 46 and another verse of Scripture that I know well. Verse 10 says, “Be still, be calm, see, and understand that I am the True God. I am honored among all the nations. I am honored over all the earth.” When we really heed what this verse is saying, it is powerful. When we think about the majesty of God, of all that He has done and all that He is, our problems seem smaller. Not only that, if you are acknowledging who God is, you’re acknowledging the fact that He does not want you to do life on your own. The verse says to be still, not fret, worry, or try to do it on your own. Acknowledge who God is, His mighty power and His mighty love for you, and be still.
No matter how busy the life of a college student – or anybody for that matter – can get, God is there, waiting for us to come to Him, and be still.
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